NikkieNightmare

This is how it starts. The I love you's become scarce, The "beautifuls " become non existent, The sweet words disappear. The longing eyes leave. The understanding attitude washes off. And what are you left with? Fuck you, Fuck off, Fuck this, I'm done. Constant hurt, Constant pain. And they no longer see you. They no longer see your pain. Your hurt. What they are doing to you. They don't see you're Depression anymore because they are too wrapped up in their own anger to help you. You feel worthless every day. Like they are better off without you, without your kids to bother them, so they can have the life they truly want. You feel like an

I guess it just goes to show, You can't trust the person you hold close. I tried to be everything you wanted I tried to be the best wife I could, The best girlfriend, You're everything. But, I was never you're everything, Hell, I was barely your something. You decided to marry me because I was carrying your child. You didn't even fully believe that she was yours. But I am not the cheater. I'm not the liar. You say that you love me to my face, then stab me in the back and talk to whores. Fuck whores. Behind my back. Then say you love me, Then tell me that you want a divorce. That you no longer want my love. That you haven't been happy for